Memories of January 8th

I made it through the day, however not without crying many tears in the last two days! Today marks the 14 th year since John passed away. Last night at dinner Andy and I discussed that night. I sat there with big crocodile tears running down my face as we talked. Someone at the funeral told me it gets easier in time, at that time I didn't see how! It does get easier as time goes on, but it is something that you never forget. Each year on this day a million questions and memories come rushing back into my life. I know that God does things for a reason, I am just not sure what that reason is or was!